Friday, May 25, 2007

Quitting marijuana

Lets blog our way out of this addiction..
It is 12:30 a.m.....The first night of my blog. I hope this blog helps pass time......It will be an interesting diary for me....I started the process about 7 weeks ago....The first week I smoked 4 joints a day. The second week I went to 3 joint a day. The 3rd week I went to 2 joints a day. The 4th week I went to 1 joint a day....The 5th week I went to 1/2 a day......That is when it started getting very difficult.....The sixth week I went to 1/2 every other day.....I became miserable....I'm on the beginning of my 7th week I'm still at 1/2 every other day..... I can't believe how hard this is on me....I really want to quit....but the last time I went cold turkey I got anxiety so bad my blood pressure went through the roof, 170/110...I felt worse then when I was stoned all the time.....I really regret starting back up again after the last time I quit which was 6 years ago....

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Dreams

O.K last night I finally fell asleep about 3:30....I had the most bizzare dreams...Lately they have been so vivid....They seem so real....

Long night ahead

This is going to be an intersesting night....I hope I fall asleep before 3:00 a.m
I can't sleep.....I'm very irratable and wish I had someone else to talk to that has the problem. I usually don't fall asleep untill 3:00 a.m. My nights are long.